“No more, Nothing, Nevermore”: Poetry Under Inebriation
As a souvenir of last night’s cast party, I have photos of three poems I wrote while drunk. They were all inspired by different household items in our host’s house. While they’re far from my best work, I find them funny — in an intoxicated sort of way.
Two Nonfunctional Dryers and a Half-Working Washer
My clothes wet
and half-clean
hanging outdoors
with last night’s
memories of cum
and booze and the
smell of drying nicotine
that fills the breezy
summer; birds will fly
away and fuck:
maybe they’ll have better
luck than I did:
Forever flying with 2
dryers unlocked failing
to heal the scars of last
night’s summer flings
and no more:
No more, forego the
clothesline breezing
in the cool july air
Mirror Above the Sink
The mirror stares
at my hair;
I wash your dishes,
you motherfucking
bastard as your plate
overflowing with
half-eaten potatoes
and chickpeas
and plant and
a mouthful of spit
and forgetfulness
of that one night when you
promised me forever
but now nothing
Nothing in the mirror
Nothing but me
Staring blankly
at nothing
Images Scrolling on a Television
Images of you mock
me: as I sit with
my seventh glass of
mixed rhum —
does the taste of cinammon
mimic the smell of
you lying beside me?
Does my drunken
state of passing out
as couples dance
beside me parallel
you smiling; of you
touching my chest
and downwards
and the painful
whisper of “nevermore”
as you bite my ear:
goodbye images,
goodbye sounds,
goodbye smells
hello you: o drunk
image of you